I want see a change in me ( To be different some how)

Change is not always easy to become
Is it supposed to get easier?
Life tells you that it's not gonna be easy
It's harder each time you fall
But some how you have to get back up
Some how I got to get back

Everyone is going to expect you to be different
Take up your role in this life
To fight for whats right
But it is not easy isn't it?
It will get easier some how
Some how

Sometimes you think you fail hard
And you just want to give up
Whats the use?
You're going to fall again?
Is there hope?
There is hope some how
some how

When I see my world around
They know how self centered I am
They see a glimpse of who I really am
I'm needy, I'm scared to be alone
Just trust me I'm scared

I want to see a change in me
I want the world to see
That I am different some how
I want to see a change in me
I want to see my father proud
Yeah I want to be different some how

Responsibility it is hard to grasp
To be a leader you have to take up your role
And fight for whats right
To be a humble servant
Willing to answer the call of Christ
You have to be willing to first die
I will make a change
though it is not easy
But I'll let begin in me

The world will see I'm different some how